Lottery

It's something unexplainable
However, knowing every detail
I want nothing but to be first
And never his sequel
His eyes are honest
But claims to be a mystery
I could see right through him
The day he played the lottery
That's right, I'm a gamble
 But not something to scratch off
Unless it's down my back
Oh, how we're sick without a single cough
Our hearts collided
I never begged so much for one to stay
And it wasn't hard to fall apart
When she tried to get in the way
But he left all that behind
Without hesitation, took me in
He adores my innocence
However, in love with every sin
I know he's angry
I refuse him to hold it back
I will bow down with dedication
As the hunter attacks
There's no deny
That this is the most intensity we've ever felt
One minute, we are slow, sweet fire
Then cold, brisk love with a belt
I've never shown all of myself to anyone
But he's seen my difficulties
I try to apologize
Then he makes love to everyone of me
We know we are dangerous
However, we can't pass up this chance
I think when he made his final decision
Was when he watched me dance
He gets lost in my determined eyes
So broken and sweet
He knows he's strong
But my passion makes him weak
He is not a drug
But I am addicted
For he is a medication
To keep me alive, without my sickness
As he sees my tears
Of pure understanding and compassion
For it's the insanity
That caused our crazy attraction
I want him to be happy and relieved
I will never give up the chase
Because no matter what he does
I know the winning lottery
Is loving his face