Bury Me Alive

letting go is easy
once you realize
that holding on is
what's killing you
but how do I put
it in motion?
when my mind is lost
in an ocean
of memories, and
things id
rather not see, how can
I ever be, ok?
when I still had so much
left to say
when you died and went away
sending me on
this course lead astray
wishing you
could stay, but that is
selfish, to
want you here, in pain just
to keep my
sanity clear, just to keep
me moving on
and feeling strong, fuck
its been so long
since I could breath without
choking on every word
that was left unheard
letting go is easy, once you realize
that holding on
is what's killing you, ill dig
my grave, burry me
alive, just know, that I tired