My favorite little phobia

I feel her in these walls
My favorite little phobia
I hear her when she calls
My favorite little phobia
I look into her eyes
My favorite little phobia
She looks back and she smiles
My favorite little phobia
She comes down from above
My favorite little phobia
Her lips as red as blood
My favorite little phobia

The face i can't forget
The deed i don't regret
Show me what this means
Stay OUT of my dreams
I've made it very clear
The one thing that i fear
Its a never ending list
Did she ever exist  
My favorite little phobia

Always hiding what's beneath
always grinding my teeth
Fuck you and your beliefs
Deep inside a demon sleeps
She's clawing at my brain
I've never felt so much pain
Never felt anything at all
On my knees i reach and crawl
But the weight is just to great
My shoulders crack and break
I've done all i can do
I'm lost deep inside you
My favorite little phobia

But now i understand
You arnt real anyway
Ill spell your name the sand
Only to see it washed away