I desire

I desire peace in a place of constant war, i am torn by the very fact that to my core, ive always swore to endure my mental distortion even though the laws of constant proportion do not apply in the psychological realm, and that every time i wake i am overwhelmed with fear of tomorrow and regret of the past in which my forecast or past is always distorted like the mirrors in a circus house, to the point that i will never become rouse to my reality, so why look down on me if you claim to understand duality, because even though i have a good side the brutality and formality of my inner evil will make you cower in horror, and in that horror i will be the explorer of your inner springs, until you understand that its not that you fear me but you fear yourself, and to explain further you don't hate me for having a glass house you hate yourself for not being able to break my glass with your verbal ammunition for my simple mission is to put your hate into remission so that under these conditions we may end this war of prejudice partitions, creating a world where no child loses a fight that centers between his ears, where no longer do we hear about the fears of little jimmy being just to much or even where we no longer judge a man for showing emotion in which we actually show devotion for such actions, and interactions among factions of the world never end in blood spilled for i dream of a life where every man woman and child can be fulfilled to the point of being thrilled because left unfulfilled a person loses, accuses and abuses the same entity that created the world so please restore the love in the hearts of a dying society or this impropriety will lead to my  insanity