Holding A Lie

 I wish things were different 
I wish it wouldn't always come to this
I feel like a machine 
You make me feel like your disappointment 

I wish I had a chance 
I'd rather not lay on my back 
I'd rather be left out of 
Your promiscuous act 

When I don't perform 
You say it's alright 
But you say that you look mad
Because you're all tense inside 

You say that you love me
And because of that you feel bad every time
But why do I feel lonely 
When it's you that's the bad guy 

I wish things were different 
I wish I could hide 
Instead I'm with you 
Until you're done with the ride