To Beget is To Recycle

Pain begets pain, how could I be confused with someone sane
So much taken by those that should had loved, so much to regain
My emotions are circling a toilet, my heart can feel the pain
Fallen tears are used to fill the bowl and help with the drain

What is a guardian, should this word be so flagrantly used
Especially when those with this title choose to abuse
Verbally the scorn and put their wards down
Profanity and negativity beating on eardrums with a tomtom sound

You can't do this and you can't do that
You're to fucking skinny or you're to fucking fat
You're not just ugly, but do you know what you look like
You should had broken your fucking neck when you fell off of that bike

But since the bike didn't hurt you let me grab my strap
Feel how it bites into your flesh and rips with every tap
Did someone have to much to drink or were you making to much noise
Was there a bad day at work or did you forget to pick up your toys

Any excuse is just as good as the next for those that choose not to protect
The quietest voice or slightest movements are looked at as signs of disrespect
With looks and attitude, the negative emotions flow from your protector
They have decided that size alone is the only needed natural selector

And to top it all off they are constantly scraping the walls inside of your head
The fear created as they constantly threatens could easily scare the dead
We don't touch in this family except when chastizing that ass
Love is a fleeting thing, simply wait a moment and it will pass

But wait a minute the protectors aren't finished just yet
You're stripped and abused in ways that you will never forget
These protectors are just abusive predators that transform when in public
They want you to believe it's your fault, that they are sick and it's genetic

You're left to think this is how life is, this is the circle of the world
This maybe how two women makes a boy or two men makes a girl
The one thing these protector does want their wards to ever do is break the cycle
Pain begets pain and it should all be recycled