Someone Pull Me Out of My Head!

Mind races faster than my words can keep up
Wound up, wound up on edge
Can't think of what will ease the pressure
Wheel spinning but the hamster is missing
Mental engine revving fast in neutral
Defy the rules
Defy convention
Break from the acceptable parameters
I want to be engaged and to challenge
All I have is reality and myself
I can't push your boundaries so I'll push my own
I'm off balance
Thoughts swirling so fast
Humor and intent all blur together
I'm daring myself to do it, just try it
Someone pull me out of my head!

Racing thoughts are shapeless
Receptive to any input
No shape
No form
A swirling mess leaving me disoriented and confused
Energy stored, building up in my chest
No outlet, no outlet
Tapping, pounding, drumming, beating
Can't lose my mind in the action
Heart feels pounding, chest feels tight
I want to scream as I'm lost in the vortex of elusive thoughts
Someone pull me out of my head!