Experiencing a loss

I know bad things have happened to you   
I understand the pain you go through    
Its happened to me to   
   
But she didn't listen to me  
No it can't be   
She hung herself on a tree  
   
They lowered her casket in the ground  
My tears were all around   
Nobody made a sound  
   
I cried all that night   
In my head I couldnt get rid of that sight  
This just wasn't right  
   
So this is how you wanted this to end?  
How could you do such a sin?  
I thought you were my friend