" My Happy Endings "

I hung myself with the ropes of reality,
Gently swaying with lowered head,
I slit my wrist with a shard of hope,
Second guessed til I no longer bled,

Asphyxiation from broken dreams,
Held until my lungs finally seized,
Jumped of the building of a broken heart,
A stain for all the world to see,

I shot myself with a large caliber of truth,
Memories slid down the wall,
I starved myself of a loving touch,
No happy ending after all,

An overdose of sadness is what they've found,
Slumped over, a stiff, cold being,
They now can see how I felt inside,
A suicide transcribed by feeling.....