Clogged Up

I'm thinking of words to say but they are clogged up with negativity. I'm trying to use my faith like Drano to unclog my mind so it can flow smoothly. Life is hard like a diamond, once you polish it you will bring out the shine. Lately, I have been feeling like The Tin Man with no heart called that a flatline. I need a certified plumber because I have so much build-up of depression. My soul was lost, it got off the wrong exit going in the wrong direction. So I made a u-turn like an 18-wheeler driver hauling an oversize load. I pull out my pen because my head feels like it's gonna explode! I have been meditating on myself trying to get closer to God. I have been hearing voices in my head that sounded kinda odd. The Devil is trying to take advantage of me while I'm down and weak. My happiness is somewhere out there like it's playing hide and seek. This year my life flashed before my eyes twice, I'm blessed to be alive. See I gave everything to him letting Jesus take the wheel and drive. He's the chauffeur that takes care of me heading towards my destination. Trying to keep the focus on life and maintain good grades for graduation.