Empty words in a universe filled by emptiness

1) Satan  
2) God


amazing write hun, loved.

Are you sure to have selected the correct numbers?
 
Satans Little Helper (a Poem by kourtnissixxx)
 
I carved my name inside the flesh of doom
And watched as demons danced around my room
Enticed by evils glorious acursed views
And vowing to make myself a usefull muse
 
I slit my wrist just the other day
To see if blood would add to his decay
The man I slaughtered just for him
So that my soul would surley be condimend
 
I tattoed my body with the mark of the beast
To prove who I'm loyal to when I'm deceased
And invite deaths macbre embrace
To free me from my wretched disgrace
 
I fucked a childs lost virginity
And found a bliss inside serenity
Feasting on her sheltered screams
Thriving inside chaos's anguished themes
 
Ashes of the church that burned
Secrets reviled that I've learned
Within the lusty crimson coals
That I've given away my only soul
 
I lost my life that fateful night
Eyes that found me left my sight
And brought me past all heights of pleasure
Torturing my filthy mind always and forever
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Tanks for your comment, though. ;)

yes im sure i chose the right numbers.

i do not believe in "God or Satan". i simply like using the theme of the two. its the ultimate contrast of good vs evil that people most relate to. i can easly use the emotions people usually feel when just using the names. its sort of a description word for the emotion i actually feel when writing. i am simply a lover of the horror genre so i use the theme of evil alot. and whats the first thing most people think of when thinking of something evil? Satan. therefore i write about it in my own way. in my mind its the ultimate never ending fairy-tale.

i hope that makes sense :P and i dont mean to offend anybody about they're religious beliefs.

it sounds good, but can you please explain it? I'm still braindead from testing and can't think properly yet.

Thank you Fiery....I am not sure about what the poem is trying to convey...But I was in art class all am...and cannot think properly....

I built this writing according to the canons of Koans: Zen stories told by wise men to prepare the mind to achieve enlightenment.
We would reach the light, when we understand the reasons for our existence, among other things. Koans serve to create doubt and breaking into our rational way of thinking.
The card of the hanged: the ultimate mystery of the tarot, it represents the end of the path of wisdom that we must follow to attain enlightenment.

These verses serve to foment the doubt about the reason for our existence.
I point my inner struggle between atheism and faith.
Do not believe in a higher power of creation, it means that we are a strange phenomenon, due to the combination and chance. In a universe where everything is done randomly. This is why I play on the concept of the lottery.
If we live in a universe where everything is like a game of chance, perhaps even the reality as we understand it is a mere invention.

Have faith, it would facilitate things, since it would mean that there is some reason why we and the universe were created. Although we do not know which one.
If faith is a dogma and consists in believing, even Satan would not exist until you believe it, then?
Papus, one of the great experts of occultism said: Be careful if you believe it!
Because if believing in God brought Christianity and the Vatican, to believe in Satan would create something akin to hell in our life. The personal hells exist after all.
Some say that the true Satanism is atheism, in which you are God or Satan of yourself. But that's another story.

Hate, love, life and death are the main elements of our existence and can follow the same rule to exist or not exist depending on whether we believe it or not?

The second part of the poem refers to my struggle between faith and atheism. My skepticism is so strong to make all my efforts seem futile. And keep my soul in darkness.
I end with "empty words in a universe full of emptiness."
The concept of emptiness is a cornerstone of the mystical concept that for reasons of space I would urge you to consult personally looking into the net.
"Full of emptiness" is a contradiction, a word game that creates a new doubt.

Send me a message if you have any doubts. lol

Estupendo caro mio! I love the way you used the tarot and the composition of this piece to get your point across.

Gypsy red

agreed

Gracias cariño.
Ya lo se que tu sabes y entienndes de mística.

Yo sigo en mis dudas sobre la existencia y la fe.

Un beso

Kourtny
I keep reading yours verses, some of them are really powerfull.

I used to read them and the hanged man kept coming up....so I am a bit leary of this poem....
although I think it is well constructed

The meaning on "Hanged Man".

"I have the sensation of falling to myself forever.
I try through the maze of words,
I am the one who think and not what is thought.
I am not the feelings, I look at them from a intangible sphere in which dominate the peace." (one of the meanings of "Le Pendue" the Hanged man)

It's the symbolism that was brought to this card almost a thousand years ago. (It is only a small part). This card precedes the attainment of liberation or enlightenment. Is the last card # 22 of the "Major Arcana".
There is much wisdom to be discovered.
Even if you're skeptical like me, about whether or not you can read the future by cards.
My greatest aspiration is represented by this card: The end of the journey, through the enlightenment.
It's nice to dream about the wishes of the future.

i feel your pain, questionings.
great work

A hard quest even for a sharp girl like you, and a dreamer like me.

From the beginning you sustain me and read my stuff.
I just can't find words to thank you.

Ah Dear Luca, I do love a good thought provoking write! …. "A good man is the man whose interior consciousness is forever obstinately writing down, in the immaterial diary of his psyche's sense of life, every chance aspect of every new day that he is lucky enough to live to behold!" ~ Powys (a man who says things much better than I).

It's a wonderful phrase. It is true that writing what I feel, gives me some relief.

You also know how to use words well, though.

Thanks for the comment.

Thanks Dear Luca, how else but by write and bounce of comment may we know better of our selves and that within that prompts our written words? There are people out there who lavish good money to have those of expensive doctorate dip them in the worlds that we who write exchange? ... write on !!!!