Agony

i cant believe you,
sitting there with that smirk on your face,
looking like you did nothing wrong,
while i lay here,
all hurt and bleeding,
thinking that theres nothing worse out there than this,
you lean over me and whisper in my ear,
"this is what you deserve,
you wanted this,
you asked for it."
i hate you,
i hate you with all the fiber of my being,
i want to kill you,
i want to wipe that stupid smirk right off your stupid face,
but i dont,
i cant,
i cant move an inch,
when i try,
pain explodes everywhere,
i want to scream,
why did you do this?
why me?
silent tears slide down my face,
you just grin,
then i feel you,
climbing on top of me once again,
i keep my eyes shut tight,
then i scream,
scream in agony,
as you plunge the knife deep into my heart...