"fun club"(the drinks, the woman, weed etc.)( illusion overkill) ("introvert/loner perspective")

       
         
         
         
    all "fun" with no worries; party over there; everything one thinks one wants-one swear to "God" it's clear....        
         
it all just seems adventurous-with all the over emphasis; attention minus resistance-the "game" is very "fair...."        
         
  that long outstretched suspension bridge-to cross it is a dare;          
         
  they're showing out-they're showing off-one's been conditioned just to stare....one may build up resistance and pretend to not much care....        
         
either side of the fence-one's gonna miss what's there("staying home vs being where the "fun" is....)most often, it's not worth the risk although it does appear....