From Brian/B.Dub to Apollo/Eros

I flesh and bone—life’s question
Deaths answered—blessed and cursed
Blessed this so raw-true of
Breathless flow for new love
So forbidden—words written
From my true ego’s rhymes godly planned role
(Oh my)worshiping Yuno’s mind-body-n-soul
So fly—for I—word life with words like
(Breathe)Crush-Like-Lust-Love
(Please)trust my touch of (Heavenly sent)
Heaven’s free n Hell’s bent
So tell me this—being so selfish
Get jealous—being so careless
To have let your guard down
(Roses n tulips)soar far n beyond the stars now
(Focusing)2lips2fool this but I won’t loose my cool
so true
Opening up as i’ma confused fool for you
Been dazed like what a fool for you

Part two—to start anew
Let me reintroduce myself
EyE don’t think anyone was paying attention b4
Can you help me regain the truth(why else)
As I won’t blink anymore for who’s been paying attention(real roar)
Howling at you like a full moon
A beast resides within
Growling at you like a buffoon
A peace redefined with sin
Realigned to win with love’s guts (bloodlust)
N I will not just give this up nor stop until U luv us
Just live it up n don’t stop if you had enough
Seed of a new CRUSH to LIKE old LUST free LOVE
Get involved get blessed get solved
Get cursed but not for the worst
As it’s my world-your earth-our universe

Part three—starts with me
Free falling—flying free
I’ll be all in—finally
For the better n use what I truly feel to be heard (my resolve)
So true letters fuse—real words evolve
Together to future-forever into this new-old poem of-all one love(falling in love)so fall in love
With this-lust’s infinite crush-intimate touches
Hugs n kisses(rushes)kisses n hugs with(blushes)
Justice from my limitless curiousness
Hugging forgiveness—kissing courageous
(Trust)both with the upmost for our existence
So I write a poem—love poems
Like a song—love songs
To write the wrong—all the wrongs
Unite all that feel’s alone to feel like they belong
Gots to be grown be strong—when strung out
Poetry’s own as my poems will never run out
My tongue’s out like guns out ready to dumb out  
To plan it like I planned it(honestly no not likely)
Pen it like I penned it(godly flow that guides me)
No boasting nor whining-golden boy Hemingway
Showboating for sure-rhyming my ass away
From the best-the last rhyme bender to forbidden flow—don’t hate yo
For the dumb deaf n blind-the defender with my horns deforming slow—glowing my halo
Hi-hello—it’s just me Brian to remind you
Trust me I’m just trying to really find you
Too real with my plight-it’s about time to
With out a doubt-I’m 1 of a kind 2
As I’ve been blinded by the realest light to shine through,..,

Part 4–my hearts yours,..,
2be continued (maybe)

by *(-,^,•)* ft*•,..,*