Sorry?

sorry that I'm girlish
sorry that I mess up everything
sorry that I'm a burden on this earth
sorry that I don't care about my surrounding
sorry that I cried
sorry that I'm watching P. S. I Love You right now
sorry that I try hard to take your ills and make you feel happy somehow
sorry that I can't hide my truths
sorry that I still manage to hide some of them
sorry that I'm speaking absurd things right now
sorry that I'm what I am
sorry that I won't change
sorry that I'm a hateful object
sorry that I'm not sorry