out of body out of mind

The day is over
Finally
Voices swim
Like i'm under water
But there's no one there
It's not like a care though
I never did
I can feel but its like nothings there
I feel my soul move like waves just above my body
Its harder to think
I can only feel
And what i feel might not even be real
Sometimes i miss when i could feel
Feel on the inside
In my heart
In my soul
Instead of just on the outside
Only on my skin
On the outside
I can feel the dread of my future
Of what will be
And sometimes i think it's not worth it
And maybe it's not
But i don't care enough to end it
So i sit and wait
I wait until something makes me feel
And when something does i always manage to snuff it out
I snuff it out with the feeling of nothing
So i'll sit and wait till it's over
Till its my time
I'll continue to float through life
Till our day is over