Diary entry 12-08-2022. My faith in humanity

As human I walk this earth. A person of many sins and virtues. As man I am, as mankind I shall destroy. Beings of destruction and malice, spawned from god, pawns of evil. I do not command the transgressions of others, nor do I command my own. It’s in our nature, an obligation for humanity to cut, burn, scar and kill. We do it of our own choosing, it’s in mans will to do so. Subconsciously we defy any form of reason or compassion. Created in his image we resemble the false and all-knowing god we so choose to serve for our entire life here on this wretched planet. Free-will, the illusion given to man, the instinct driving us to our own demise. We have the will to do so, we have the will to end it all. Free-will implies that mutilation on thy self and suicide are possibilities not punished under the rules of the ten commandments. The Son’s disciples may have written numerous stories and verses of which they condemn anyone who does any of the above. I say to hell with this false god. To hell, to burn and suffer for all eternity. We humans are not noble, righteous nor good. We are disfigured, a failed experiment, misshapen copies. We can uphold the laws given to us, it’s in our blood to be disobedient miscreants. For I am human, I walk this earth. A person of many sins and virtues. As a man I am, and as a man I shall die. As man I can choose to be merciful, as man I can choose to be cruel. As man I cannot be judged by other men. As man I cannot judge others. We are all defective, we are all incomplete. Together we could be one, together we could do anything. Only together we can survive. On our own, the only goal is death. On our own the only result is extinction