Dreams and Nightmares

Dreams and Nightmares
 
She wanted
big dicks,
no credit limits,
 
older men
who were  
married
to someone
else,
 
with other
wives,
and children,
and empty promises,
and other girlfriends,
and the next
stood up date,
 
so she didn't  
have to hear
their whining
 
or get
emotionally
involved
with all that
messy
intimacy.
 
She got screwed
and then fucked over,
and left a hundred times
for a newer,
younger,
faster model,
 
and now
she's got cigarettes
a stiff drink,  
a cat,
a remote control,
and memories
of that poor fool
she cucked,
 
who really
loved her
for who she was
before
she gave it all away.