Emotional Hoarders

I tried everything but it couldn't last
I was clawing for the future, but you were anchored to your past
Refusing to let go of every decision that you made
Your relationships considered bills that you overpaid

There mysteries of what was done was long ago solved
You were mentally abused and your heart was robbed
Whatever was left is now a twisted mess
You see everyone else living, but what about self

The mind that has been left is full of suspicion
Every aspect of life is subjected to you suspicion
A friend is not a friend, there's something there
There's no way that you can be love, who would even care

You see when your heart was stole
Your love for self was sold
You covered mirrors and joined the living dead
Just playing at life but emotionally dead

Figuring you'll just be, you wont love, hell you wont feel
You wont join life and allow yourself to heal
It's to easy going through life, living in the past
Yes and this is why we couldn't last �