A Wing and a Prayer

I don't have a master plan    
except chaos and hope    
which really isn't much of a plan    
I use intuition      
chocolate, and music      
and a well defined bullshit meter    
to help me make it through the day    
mornings are the best  
waking up slow  
smelling coffee in the air    
maybe there's a croissant left in the frig    
(nope, so much for hope)  
sitting by my window    
watching squirrels eat all the bird's food    
being dive bombed by jays    
sunlight through dirty windows    
(my bad)    
dust motes colliding      
with the prism cast rainbows on the walls  
even the dust seems excited today    
and then I think of you    
so maybe I should add love    
to my master plan    
well we'll see    
I think it's worth a shot  
but my bullshit meter never works with love    
so here I am just winging it      
on chaos, hope, and love