Headspace

 
It's the movie  
I'm not sure I saw  
the keys I left in the door  
The words I forgot how to spell  
the smell of rain before it came  
the pain of wishing days again  
and always  
wishing more  
 
It's dumb days and numb days  
and bad news calls  
malingering sunsets and dawns  
sweeping the stars that fall  
The signs of the times  
that signal the mind  
be careful  
when clouds start to form  
 
It's doubts and fears  
and uncried tears  
it's starving the spider  
and killing the fly  
hiding from truth  
when the writing stares back from the wall  
shielding my eyes with years  
from lies I should not ignore  
 
How do I remember  
it all?