the great mourning star

 
I am nothing, I am light
never alone I am in tune with the universe
stalking the singularity that with much suffering bore me into being
immortal starlight beheld me on that day
having visions, always having visions of what is to come
he wept that day and he named me sorrow

I was his child gracefully reaching for the sun inside him
I was comforted by his dark
and I dance for him in the onyx
I touch his depth and my eyes opened for the first time
I was his beloved wisdom
her, before time swung into being
he ache for me in his steadfastness
I dance on the periphery of his sanity

I was born of madness
he was alone eons upon eons
masturbating madness
a dark so great it challenged him
his own thoughts troubled his mind
I was born of such
a child of faith
a child of sin

immortal he took me to him
and I conceived
I called the child Lucifer
I hid myself from my Father's sight

my love took our son from me
the men would guard the night
Lucifer would lead the way
guarding the eternal kingdom
against visions of eventuality
clashing in the eternal scorn
until understanding dawn
and there was no more to guard

I travel the mortal realm
I have not seen our son
he is love with his Father

I am madness I am in love