Entertainment

This is entertaining for you,isn't it? I'm going to decay.
There isn't much to say. You were my iron shield.
You gave me hope,then you said nope. I followed you into the fire.

 it was a car made of trust. Now it has rust.
You wanted me to stay,so you fed me poison.
My hair is getting white. You invented this,right?

 I'm sinking into bloody tears. i didn't gain self respect.
 I lost my head,correct. i got ugly and deformed.
i had a rope around my neck. it was bloody and black.

Let me give you a tip. You haven't gone through my trip,
so you better keep silent. Consider it a trick.
 I'm not going to blink. Not with those thoughts,no.

tt's too painful to breathe. Please,just let me live.