Don't Think About It

I tell myself not to think about it;
Don’t think about it, but here I am,
My brain drifting back to the once upon a times
And What Ifs, red hot jealousy bubbling like lava.

I tell myself not to be jealous;
Don’t be jealous, but here I am,
Stuck inside the prison of overthinking,
And the key is with you, but you don’t
Even realize it.

Don’t think about it, don’t be jealous, just breathe,
That was before, it’s not now, stay focused on right now.

Don’t. Think. About. It.