Time Changes People

I've known you for some time.
Are actual friendship is four years strong.
But the longer it goes on
the more I find myself wishing you were gone.
It's not that you are cruel or deceiving.
It's just I've become more solitude loving.
I feel like you are a weight on my shoulders
like a heavy and unmovable boulder.
You are such a good person and kind
but you just happen to annoy my mind.
I am horrible for feeling this way
because you were my best friend
but I can't help that you and I have both changed.
We are growing and in different directions.
I wish I could say we could stay friends throw this
but honestly to be rid of you is my wish.
It's so wrong of me
but you will never know
because I'm too worried to let you go.
You are a good friend and I would be foolish to ruin this friendship.
So, I will stick it out for a couple more years
until college pulls us to different sides of this hemisphere.