Suicidal

You'll ruin your life if you start my mind whispers
As I pick up the cutter I always bring
Your nothing, So worthless the voices in my head sing
As I lock them them away
This is stupid you need to stop my mind whispers
As I drag the blade up my arm yet again
Watching red stain silver as I try not to hiss in pain
As the blood slowly stops dripping
My heart stops beating
It tired of keeping me alive