Lost

I knew you were gone
Before we ever said goodbye
My heart had been lost
And thought of you home
But my eyes had been shut
From all the warning signs
I knew you were gone
But I thought we were lost

Distance brings clarity
Time heals the deepest wounds
I looked to you
For what she never could
But children can’t fix
What parents don’t give
I was searching for love
But my direction was lost

I moved to close to you
I exposed too much of me
You said it was suffocating
Sparks need air to ignite
Im only as clingy
As my breaking heart demands
I was working to fix this
But your feelings were lost

I picking up the pieces
Regaining my sanity
Slowly I gave you
All I thought I had of me
But I’ll never love another
If my sense of self is lost

Im working to fix me
Im hoping you see it
But if you’re far gone
I hope that she’s worth it
Someday I’ll find me
Someday’s not lost