If You Were The Last Woman

I have stared into the abyss.
I knew there could be more than this
So sorry for her, the furies are a myth.
She laughed, a demon like Lilith.

She led me to the garden
Innocent , easy led
Tore out my heart and left me for dead.
“Hoka hey” , I believed it  one day
 Be careful not to cast the first stone
You’ll end up a corpse of broken bone
Was anything you told me not a lie?
My claims could crush the wings of a morbid butterfly
I might walk easy but I’ll eat you alive.
I was enchanted but the devil came in disguise
You could cut my self esteem with a razorblade.
I was washed away by the flood.
 How dare you speak the world ‘love’.
What is this hell I walk through.Where is the light I struggle to.

My Suffering was a hard to swallow lesson
The emptiness came as a blessing
What’s sun without a little rain?
What’s joy without knowing pain?
Did  you feel any shame
 to be called a princess when you didn’t deserve that name.
I never loved you , I only thought I did
I never liked you , god forbid.
Something’s are bound to failure like a sinking stone.
But now I found my place and the way for me is shown.
You played this cat and mouse game to the last.
All those memories I've buried in the past. Thrown into the fire.
She’s just a long forgotten memory. She is dead to me.

-First written 2009