Just Pain

Love of my life
You hurt me
And to breath
Is like drowning

My heart is broken
Washed in the sea
At the bottom of cold
And nothingness

Now my body aches
Though I feel nothing also
Like a puppet
So cold

Mind wont run
Nothing I do makes sense
Somtimes it hurts
Othertimes I'm lost

Inside my soul I'm dien
Slowly but surely
Choking out what I have left
Withering alone

Why do I feel this?
When happiness has left
Instead of being nothing
Just Pain