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FIX ATE ME PRAYER'O THEE'S PHARMACUET'ADDICT
O, cmon le'go o'thee fix ate me'eye'my.......transc
transc
transcen'dancin
me un2 my'o'my preciousLittle
deathLife........A
doz
en years of a century now heart'dope head'dope t'keep
'me'
alive.............(& th'fucker calls hisSelf Clean&Sober25yrs'now----fckn'A,baby!)
just put it a'way already......fckn shit has made ye fat made ye lazy (Chronic Fat'igue Syn'drome,
my'Ass),
has made ye a 'dis-abled' dis-grace or was it
a'mazing[fckn]grace?--------- O,
my'o'my Miracle Re'covery! fr'om Cardiac Adventures
blew yr Brain
in to a hyperdrive'o useless Creativity musing here for musing there,
& ye canno even count yr MoneyMoneyMoney[reality!]
fckn Pennies(of'Heaven!) an y more......
Dopey Old Fuck, ye 'died' in thee O.R. a'dozen years ago ---------- just
finish
th'at
job &
get Out of The Way /FixAte free to EEEternity(?)---
[ oops...late takin yr med'i'cation 2day, are wee? ]
____dkzk_7marchiola2012_____
~~Letting Go of Fixation~~
Letting go of fixation is effectively a process of learning to be free, because every time we let go of something, we become free of it. Whatever we fixate upon limits us because fixation makes us dependent upon something other than ourselves. Each time we let go of something, we experience another level of freedom.
- Traleg Kyabgon Rinpoche, "Letting Go of Spiritual Experience"
Published 7th Mar 2012
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8th Mar 2012 5:32am
transcen'dancin is a pretty cool word. Maybe not taking your headication helped knock it loose. I guess the reality of the clean n sober would depend what the head dope was, but that is your call. Nice title. Eatin' those fixes. Wish it were just as easy just letting go, though. Then we'd all be enlightened. Preaching our lotus words to each other. Then I'd be free to be that pill eater inside me bustin to get loose again and it wouldn't matter. You and me would just be enlightened rocks or trees or somesuch characters. But damn here we are, even the sober, even you complaining about your head dope. What hope does that leave a committed pill addict like me? Oops up too late myself making a little pile of nonsense at the bottom of yours again.
8th Mar 2012 4:39pm
thnx buddy........
hey, wee's all in the Same Place no matter what flavor wee think wee's 'choosing', or whatever fckn projected identity(name,adjectives, what-ever) wee try to hide behind, carry as an ego-badge....
transcen'dancin ain't new....used it before... i tink i may've even copped it from somewhere's else.
fckn terrible when ye can't remember if yr The Original or not....HA! jeez, eye'm jus'too funny.
just take thee drugs yr board-certified physician pre'scribes for ye...leave Dr.Baldhead alone & EveryThing will be fine.
Speakin'o'which: did you 'take back' that msg wit the 2versions of Baldy....i rote ye a ramblin stream-of-disconsciousness response which was grand litterature in & of itself, & both yr msg & my smelloquent response dis'pear'd into The Ether... Ha[&yikes!]...again toofcknFunny fo'my Own Good
hey, wee's all in the Same Place no matter what flavor wee think wee's 'choosing', or whatever fckn projected identity(name,adjectives, what-ever) wee try to hide behind, carry as an ego-badge....
transcen'dancin ain't new....used it before... i tink i may've even copped it from somewhere's else.
fckn terrible when ye can't remember if yr The Original or not....HA! jeez, eye'm jus'too funny.
just take thee drugs yr board-certified physician pre'scribes for ye...leave Dr.Baldhead alone & EveryThing will be fine.
Speakin'o'which: did you 'take back' that msg wit the 2versions of Baldy....i rote ye a ramblin stream-of-disconsciousness response which was grand litterature in & of itself, & both yr msg & my smelloquent response dis'pear'd into The Ether... Ha[&yikes!]...again toofcknFunny fo'my Own Good
DK I wouldn't worry much about the originality of it I guess in one sense it all is borrowed speech. No I still have that ramblin man thing you sent, and the original that I sent to you. If you don't check the "save this message" box, you lose the copy of the reply you send to me. If you want to see what U said or what I said I have a copy of both. Matthew is probably right about this not being "extreme," but you said the word fuck a couple of times and so by all means choosing the "extreme content" option will get you more readers without question. I would check it whenever possible. After all we are here to get our ramblings examined by each other, right? I wrote me a poem yesterday that had some little sex in it. One day and it has more reads than five of some of my better poems combined... In one day! They will pay for their insolence however before this night is out! ...wink wink
8th Mar 2012 5:19pm
I´m afraid I am not as good as decyphering your poetry as well as Steve Bragg is(but I think Im better than most). Anyway, I do not see how this should "extreme content", I find polished, redundant, safe art much more disgusting. You are one of my favorate poets and glad to see your work on here
13th Mar 2012 11:07pm
thank ye fellers / i must admit that i do not consider use of ' fck fckn mthrfckr eXtreme at all. I'mean'like, f'shitsakes, i can't even spell thee fckn words right.....making a token attempt a 'following the rules'? i'dunno...fck that....
i been feeling rather snide about 'categorizing'.. i want to label them all Upbeat Poems....
eye'preciate y'our appreciations & appreciate both of y'our works aswell
i been feeling rather snide about 'categorizing'.. i want to label them all Upbeat Poems....
eye'preciate y'our appreciations & appreciate both of y'our works aswell
