Listening

Peace be still
No time for chills
Wrap that self hatred
In gasoline rags
And set that shit on fire.

My eyes are glistening
With singular words screaming
Echoing like a sermon in a sanctuary
Inside my head
Hammering in "worthy, worthy, worthy"

Like fighting an invisible cloud
Never knew silence was this loud
These days its all I know
Hoping for a quiet still voice
To direct me when all else is gone