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Past life
I’m my younger days
I never thought about outcomes
Of choices i made
Just living in the moment
Soaking every moment up
Never realizing the truth
Enjoying the attention
Rather it was good or bad
Not realizing the effects that it would cause
Wanting attention from some
Pushing others away
Causing unimaginable problems
Truly no reason behind any of it
Don’t even know how it started
Lasting only a few years
Only to cause irreversible damage
Struggling to survive
For unknown reasons
Keeping the wrong around me
Pushing away love
Still struggling in silence
Memories and thoughts take space
Am i still paying for my decisions?
Will it take the most important thing away?
I can only wait and see
Hoping for the best
Dealing with my past that won’t loosen up
I never thought about outcomes
Of choices i made
Just living in the moment
Soaking every moment up
Never realizing the truth
Enjoying the attention
Rather it was good or bad
Not realizing the effects that it would cause
Wanting attention from some
Pushing others away
Causing unimaginable problems
Truly no reason behind any of it
Don’t even know how it started
Lasting only a few years
Only to cause irreversible damage
Struggling to survive
For unknown reasons
Keeping the wrong around me
Pushing away love
Still struggling in silence
Memories and thoughts take space
Am i still paying for my decisions?
Will it take the most important thing away?
I can only wait and see
Hoping for the best
Dealing with my past that won’t loosen up
Published 8th Dec 2021
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13th Dec 2021 5:49am
There is a strong sense of guilt here but the poem nevertheless reminds me of this song:
"Have you ever looked in a face of age
Or lend your ears to what an old man had to say
Cause a every generation of us lie
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Child is born to live within the master plan
Boy grows up, leaves his home to be a man
Vintage years of wine for the wife
Every generation of life of our lives
Every generation of life
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Every generation of life
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Yeah
Rise and plant your seeds in the early spring
Summer's gone away, winter's back again
Cause a every generation of our lives,
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Time will make us change, nothing stays the same.
A fool gets stung, hides his heart and plays the game.
Cause a every generation of our lives,
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Yeah!"
"Have you ever looked in a face of age
Or lend your ears to what an old man had to say
Cause a every generation of us lie
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Child is born to live within the master plan
Boy grows up, leaves his home to be a man
Vintage years of wine for the wife
Every generation of life of our lives
Every generation of life
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Every generation of life
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Yeah
Rise and plant your seeds in the early spring
Summer's gone away, winter's back again
Cause a every generation of our lives,
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Time will make us change, nothing stays the same.
A fool gets stung, hides his heart and plays the game.
Cause a every generation of our lives,
Reflects a movie scene often more than twice
Yeah!"
