Innocence

My innocence,
you stole it.
What for?
Fernando said
I'd get married,
but instead,
I got fucked over by you
without the fucking.
Please tell me that
this sea of dicks will end
and that one
and only one
will show up on shore.

After you,
I'm always chasing after someone new.
I'm sinking in this sea,
not flourishing.
Thought not feeling was better,
but I just wanna feel light like a feather,
floating away from this sea, this island,
to a place to be free with that one man.

And damn, I hope it wasn't supposed to be you.