OUTSIDE JUST LOOKING WITHIN

They say that the truth about love is that we are not allow to be understood, by others who are only looking at us from the outside, looking into the part of us that they cannot see. For I am not that what you are trying to see nor, i will not make myself feel less guilty of a crime that I have not committ. For why do I have to live under certain conditions that don't fit into my life, for why do I have to adjust my mind to be mentally abuse, and emotionally attack by the attitudes of someone else, that doesn't see me as I am. For sometimes we have to question whether or not, if we can make a difference in someone's eyes to see me as I am. For why is it so hard to get someone to be able to see, what I can see and how I feel deep within my own thoughts and emotions. As I remember the process of learning the truth about hurt and pain, with it's moments of insecurity and frustration and disappointments. That come with love for we can ask ourselves time and time again, will this be the right one or the wrong one to love but yet instead of learning how to love. We just become more invisible as we sometimes get farther away from every having a taste of real and rare love.