I hate myself and I want to die

Live each day as if it is your last one
Because it is
Burry sadness in a field of rotten skulls and anhedonia
And call it bliss
Call my unicorns to fail, fear my unshown emotion
Maybe I should just pretend I am fine

Never have I been so close to death
My ego wants me to go down with it
Why should I resist or rest?
All is a reflection
I hate myself and myself hates me
This hatred is my legacy
I’m so tired on this fucking stage
I visualize I stab my chest
My energy is leaving my body
Farewell!