help..

save me or Lord
for i am chained against my will  
i have done good on earth but still bad
i open my mouth
and still curse is brought to me
i help those who are in need
but truly im the one who is in need of help
i want to think good
but its like thoughts of wickedness pops up
without me even having intentions
to even think bout it
please release me and
help me to be a better person
mentally & physically & spiritually
i make my own actions but
bad habits are hard to break
i feel your guidance in me but deep within
that i would bury out to seek  
help me be better of myself so
that i can speak words of peace
take away these demons holding me down
and trying to keep me away from you
open my eyes to teach me how to really
see what i am doing
so i can correct myself and
help others threw your eyes to theirs
                            Amen