All of Me..

Contemplating, so Frustrating.....
So much on my mind!
The battles fought, The love i've sought...
The Peace ive yet to find.

At any cost, i've loved and lost,
and it cuts me to the bone.
I miss my son, and when the day is done,
I feel so all alone.

I analyze, and compromise...
til i've often played the fool.
I take the blame, i hate this game.
I think life's much to cruel.

I try so hard to stay on guard..
time and time again.
I stand my ground, and i get knocked down,
and thats the way its always been.

I crash and burn, but still dont learn,
I cant believe my fate...
I quit this game, in Jesus name,
The war of love and hate!