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I am not an apology
I am not an apology
started June 9th, 2021
I wanted this poem
to be a song declaring
that I am not an apology
but I am not there yet
I feel like something born then broken
spending my life apologizing
for not being able to fix myself
for not being what people wanted
Trying to stave off danger and hurt
I hurl apologies at the world
and the people in it.
I am sorry for being me.
.
.
.
One day
I want to stand here
in all my broken glory
for the world to see
and not apologize.
started June 9th, 2021
I wanted this poem
to be a song declaring
that I am not an apology
but I am not there yet
I feel like something born then broken
spending my life apologizing
for not being able to fix myself
for not being what people wanted
Trying to stave off danger and hurt
I hurl apologies at the world
and the people in it.
I am sorry for being me.
.
.
.
One day
I want to stand here
in all my broken glory
for the world to see
and not apologize.
Published 1st Nov 2021
Author's Note
It is painful writing, editing and posting. I do it, because I want to be enough. I am enough. These words are what I face the world with.
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1st Nov 2021 3:05pm
Yes, you ARE enough, and don’t ever believe anything less !
Love the raw emotion that emerges throughout your writ here…😇🙏🏼
Love the raw emotion that emerges throughout your writ here…😇🙏🏼
2nd Nov 2021 3:20pm
Thank you for this. One of the unexpected gifts from my poetry is the comments and connections with others. Thank you for reading me and commenting.
1st Nov 2021 4:06pm
Such raw emotion here. We are worthy and we are enough! Let's stand together and get through this together!
J
J
2nd Nov 2021 3:21pm
We do stand together! Thank you for the comment and yes! We are enough. I keep working to feel that inside of me.
2nd Nov 2021 4:09pm
1st Nov 2021 6:36pm
Yours is bravery that knows no bounds!! Your first step was conquering the fear of publishing your most intimate of thoughts.....Kudos, there.... Now you're well on your way!
You can do it.... baby steps if need be... but you can!
Awesomely courageous ink, senid.
I heard you loud and clear!!!
🌹-💙
B
You can do it.... baby steps if need be... but you can!
Awesomely courageous ink, senid.
I heard you loud and clear!!!
🌹-💙
B
2nd Nov 2021 3:22pm
Such baby steps here. You understand how hard it is to write and publish sometimes. Glad to see you here. Thank you for reading me and commenting. Everyone here becomes part of my process of writing poetry.
