yeah, it hurts....

 
 
 
 
    feelings; it's like a gift & a curse; brings out the best in one as well as the very worst; here created on this earth, with more than a single nerve; matters of the heart & mind come naturally-not rehearsed  
 
 
    a fair mind knows it's not enough to lust; a heart of light comes with the ability to love; to be alone and lonely some say aren't the same; but honestly I think that's talk due to reoccurring pains;  
 
 
  one reason or another-some find themselves alone; in my case-it's because I sit/sat out the game(game of life); everyone is more or less coached into this thing; rags to riches-build a castle and maintain;  
 
 
  to find unconditional love is to find fire in a cold place; but then again-what will keep it truly safe? because besides what's outside, feelings get in the way....
 
 
  but, alone or lonely.... at times; yeah it hurts....