Just a Semi Angry Spill

Fucking Henry. Piece of shit. Leaving me messages about my voice when I'm to stand next to her on her mother fuckin wedding day?
 
Fuck you
For making me feel like SHIT
For not sayin shit immediate
Cause I don't want to lose  
A fuckin friend ship  
 
Fuck my bestie Andit
Stupid fucking name...
For believing I'd fuck my sisters man
After he spread that shit
After he felt me up
And I spread his shit
Fuck you both  
I'm sick of this shit  
 
Fuck all of you
I've seriously lost count
Who's taken me aside
To hear me speak out
To tell you how it is
And strengthen your weakness
While your girl WATCHES
What the FUCK is up with that shit
Some of you point at it
Like
Well I'll listen to your friend
Goddammit
I can't go through that loss again  
 
But most of all fuck you
Who try to smile and play my equal
To turn a condescending smile spread to feed your ego
Respect a thought only I had for another
Fuck you for making me angry about all of you
I'm just a number
An excuse to fill that empty truth lingering in your weakness
That you were nothing to me
The sentiment you tried to have for me.