Here i am with things

Though the grammar think kind of irritated me a bit, it was hard to read because of it is why. ^^;
I prefer reading you instead u and would instead of wuld, to be honest, but each to their own.

But when I lose my temper, I find it difficult to forgive myself. I feel I've failed. I can be calm in a crisis, in the face of death or things that hurt badly. I don't get hysterical, which may be masochistic of me. You hurt yourself instead of others because it's what you know best. Great feeling. You wrote what you felt. A+

Awww thxs :)