Sorrow

Brandy has never been so broken hearted
You became a comedian
And I became a laughing stock
... I honestly have no idea what is going on... I can't stop my mind from getting flooded by thoughts of you
.... My eyes raining tears down my face like a hurricane
... I am in a devastated state
I can't stop the sad songs from playing
I can't stop the love songs from taunt
I couldn't stop you from leaving...
The days seem to get darker the further away I get from you like I'm walking the opposite direction from the light at the end of the tunnel....
I'm caught in a Web of my own sadness eating away at me from inside like venom from the spider funnel...
...
I didn't love you off of principle
...though my love is guided by principle
......... I loved you because I love you
It was more than your eyes
More than your beautiful smile
Yes more than even hearing you laugh
I gotten to know you....
You were my best friend... I trusted you... I love you loved you cause of who you are... The person I got to know....
The first quality you said to me of you was... I don't lie....
That drew me to you when you proved it to be true... Cause you never lied to me.... And how you could just give up on me over me making a new friend... Just derailed me form out of no where that came.... I was so caught off guard... I didn't know what to do... Cause the more I tried to explain the more I made it worse... I was blind sighted and I couldn't see how to make it right.... So I left cause you set me free like I didn't wanna be where I was.... And now everything is so wrong I can't even see straight... The winding road looked so criss cross to me that I whined up moaning and groaning
Or maybe my vision is just blurred cause I'm Crying whilst driving

I don't get any sleep but I still go to bed