Apology letter to him~ part 1~

Strung out on wishes
suspended in the clouds
wishin i didn't break your heart
and you neva left at all
lookn at my watch and starin at my phone
I'm so lonely here,hoping you'd come home

I know you cant forgive me
I wish i could take it back
If i could piece your heart together
I would,and love would seal the cracks
can you understand i was bein selfish,and actn like ah fool
I was mad and cheated,He made me feel so good

I know you dont wanna listen,but pls jus hear me out
It seemed you didnt love me,jus like you didnt care
I neva wanted to hurt your heart,but for sum reason he was there
We sat and talked for hours,he told me about his past
I told him i was fighting for yur love and hoping we would last
Then it went all silent,our eyes began to lock
and just like that we kissed,and stars became aligned
He loved me like no other,just when i needed time
And just as he was leaving.I cried and thought of YOU
feeling ashamed and hurt.thinkin wat did my confused heart do

I know that i need you..even with the pain
Im sayin im so sorry.i swear i wont hurt you again
I know our days aren't always good
But there's something good everyday we spend together
Please dont leave my heart so broken
can we please just be forever....

Love...