Forever and again the same.

I found the very bottom, and beckoned for the skies. I've seen beyond the surface and percieved you through your disguise. The same haunting energy that again brings me to my knees, the same beautiful resonance, harmonic to my disease. When I was ready to take my life and end it all for sweet release, you came with your angelic energy and brought me again to my feet. But knowing who you are I know this always ends in pain, again and again these fucking results are always the same. I've finally given up as I've killed this part of me. Ripped my own heart out and tossed into the depths of the sea. No longer can I love and for this I am so relieved, though you can try your old tricks again your energy won't be recieved.....

This is what I would love to say if only it could be true. But the truth is I am still me and you are still you...... so our worlds collide again... hello today and farewell soon... let us drink to my destruction.