Where's My Heart

I love love
I just don't love being in love
 
I love seeing people in love
I just don't love the idea of  
me being in love
 
Okay that's a lie
or maybe it isn't  
 
I am just neutral to love
I can't even say I'm single because  
I'm trying to find myself
I am very happy with who I am
 
I've just hit that point where  
I'm really a lone wolf
I'm that person a plus one invite is wasted on
 
I can't even say I don't feel love
Because I have tons of it
 
It's just over the years  
Falling in love was never a priority  
I don't even think loneliness registers  
 
So yeah, that makes life weird
 
I don't like the idea of
Me being in love
But each time I've fallen in love
I absolutely loved it
 
Point is, I'm not an active seeker
If it happens it happens
I feel more worried about my work
I tend to lose track of time
 
I love what I do and  
it's like breathing for me
So I don't know if I have the time
 
I don't know I'm going around in circles
 
I'm not heartbroken
Not in an unrequited situation  
Not crushing on anybody
I am just neutral right now
 
Maybe I'm too used to being alone
As such I'm not out here
Trying to find my heart
 
It is what it is