My Love

I love you
I say it every time we hang up
I think of what you're thinking of every time I wake up  
 
I want to make you happy
I've paid and made your life worry free
It cause that's what I was tought by papi  
So please
Don't hold it against me  
 
I'm so driven at work
Ignore you to study alone
And times...
I'm depressed
I don't want anyone in my home  
 
I'm so sorry
I'm so different
One person
Then the next
But you have to know
You make me humble
And make us strive to be our best  
 
When I say Im a piece of shit
Its cause I hold myself against you
Your pure heart...
This worlds sick dick
And I hate that I can't shield shit from you  
 
And your innocent strength...
Is my goal
If I die
Tomorrow  
 
I have left you with this essence:
There is strength great in sorrow.