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IDEATIONS

every night i point a finger at my skull  
and pull an imaginary trigger  

"BOOM!"  
 
sometimes  
i imagine my fingernail  
is a razor  
and drag it  
across my radial pulse  
 
last night  
i pushed the accelerator  
to the floor  
and watched the needle climb  
 
i waited for the blue light  
before i turned the wheel  
and headed for a tree
 
that way i didn't have to die alone
Written by javalini
Published | Edited 12th Aug 2021
Author's Note
I take my ideations with a grain of salt.
I'm going for old age.
I'm hoping for the best.
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