I'm ugly 8 (human reasoning )

.... I just wanted to not be ugly anymore

For someone to see me for me

For someone to like me for me

To fit in ....

To not be different anymore

But I'm not anyone else am I

I'm Jeff

It's all I know who to be

I know I say I'm ugly

And people will say I'm not

Which makes me question their reasoning

Like it's okay to say or think someone isn't pretty or handsome enough but it's wrong for that person to acknowledge it for themselves

Who's fooling who

That a psychological screw up don't you think ?

Ugh!!!

Like really ?!!! Then they say "you should be honest with yourself "

And when you are they say "you shouldn't say that about yourself "

What in the world!!!

It's like a psycholical play ground

I could go on a rampage dissecting human reasoning just to say " this too shall pass"

Oh bite me ! In actuality it only passes when you've passed on like a coffin is the last thing you'll need

Ha!!!

Popular believes are what make society

Cause that is what is socially accepted

There's no individuality

Cause not everyone likes that... Haha



Look in the mirror and ask yourself what do you really like personally...

Cause I don't like me

And I'm sorry if that sucks for you

That's my opinion about myself

How I feel about myself

So if my opinion and feelings don't matter

Than what is it that makes me human?

Why do I breathe shhhhhes see ... I'm just aiding myself in my want and need to cease to exist



I'm not saying read this ...

I'm not saying accept me for me

I am who I am

And you don't have to do anything you don't want to

That's what makes you

And

Me

And everyone so special

Being ourselves

But ya ... this is the world we live in so ...



I'm ugly 8 it is