Pain

I'm glad you don't have to experience the pain that I do.
The freak out moments, the nightmares, and the weakness that plagues my mind too.
It was a rough and sad moment that I went through alone.
I wish it was easy to bottle up these feelings and leave them all behind.
It hurts even more now that you are gone.

During a time like this, some would play the empathy card
but I'll just sit here and continue to write poems, to ease my pain.
Let me ask you this, "How did you deal with the pain?"
How did deal with the loss?
Do you even care?
Did you stop think that I might have needed a listening ear?

Can't put any blame on you nor will I point a finger at you for how you dealt with this disappointment.
All I can do is be that support system to you
that you wasn't for me.