Remember? I do… which is why I’m confused

We’ve spent so much time together… 15 years… how can I forget it. How can I forget you? We listened to music together for years. We’ve been there through every relationship. We’ve helped each other understand our s/o. Through sicknesses, headaches, hospital trips. We've been there. I remember your shin splints, I remember my broken nose. Your countless headaches, my surgery. The trip to Ticonderoga, the necklace I bought you. It had your birth stone. The candy store after that. Walking around Ticonderoga. The trip to Boston. The trip to New York. To Maine. Talking about colleges. The questionnaire I took to get to know you better when we were kids. The Taylor swift concerts you and your friends put on. The group projects we’ve partaken in. I remember the trip to New York a lot. The water ballon fight, the 9/11 memorial, the zoo. The dinner in that bank vault, I walked out side and sat on the bench and you walked out after. We sat there with you laying into me… no matter who came out you wouldn’t move… the trip to Maine. You got sick and we sat on your bed. I held you to warm you. Tbh all I could smell was the sea during that😂 (makes sense since we went to the ocean) remember that shirt I bought… “she’s mine” remember walking to the boardwalk. And we went and got donuts on donut day. Remember when we played survivor. Remember when I showed you those bands? Set it off, get scared, and so many others. Remember when I would annoying you with night core? Remember your 17th birthday. I was allowed to go for once. We did an escape room. Remember silver lake? How about wrightsville reservoir? Remember the trip to the vermont envirothon? Remember how you guys left me behind😂. Remember j term hiking through the woods, playing camouflage. Remember when that one guy kept tryna get with you? He kept persisting despite you publicly announcing you hate him? Remember the obstacle course? Remember how we used to always participate in that. You and I would always come in first? Expect for once. Remember how my best friend and I used to fight over you?😂 remember the trip to the one act festival. We cried due to one of the performances. Remember how big that place was? Remember the bus ride back? It was so cold that the windows had frost on em. Remember how our fights would always go? We’d both be pretty foolish… but in the end… we, in our own words, “couldn’t stay mad at each other.” Remember our 8th grade graduation. You all were so irritated that I showed up with a shirt that said “trying to care” while everyone else was dressed up all fancy. I could prolly go on and on about our memories… the more I think… the more pop up. And I feel like this should end eventually…